Meetup session with my favorite girls!

Eventually, on the 10th, Arnia, Ferina, Hanani, Phyllis and myself was able to meetup with each other. Sadly, Dina was not able to join us. If not, it would have been a complete one. Yes, as mentioned above, they are the bestest and truest friends that I've grow up with ever since primary school and secondary school. I thank god for blessing me with every single one of them. I would have not know what fun is without all of them. As always, our meet up session was fun and worthwhile. We joke and talked about lots of stuff over our lunch date at Manhattan Fish Market at Marina Square. I am glad that everyone of them is doing fine.

P.s. Even when you're facing the worst of the worst, you know all of us will be there for each other <3

Farewell to Azhar

On the night of 8th of February, Azhar, left for his 6 months internship again. He just returned to Singapore about a month ago after his previous 6 months internship and there he was leaving all of us again. Dina, Ferina, Faisal, Adam, Hakim, Hanif, Taufiq and myself made a surprise appearance to send him off that night. Had dinner at Burger King at T2 with him and his family before his departure. We talked and joked about so many things since we haven't seen each other for quite some times. Everyone is growing but we're still close as before. I hope it sticks this way.

It was sad to see Azhar departing actually. I felt the sorrow the moment I saw tears in his eyes as he bids farewell to each of us. Who wouldn't be sad if you have to be separated from your loved ones for a long period of time? I was glad that Ferina, Dina and I was able to buy him a gift before he left on that night.

Been whatsapping with him together with the others to get to know his whereabouts and such. Glad he is doing fine now at Ulsan at South Korea and I heard his next stop will be at US! Will always pray for his safety there!

Farewell Y1S2 Classmates

Well, I've got to admit that I have the best Year 1, Sem 2 class ever. I would like to show my heart felt gratitude for giving me the best time of my life in RP. Among us, I didn't know I could find my own clique in class or shall I say, the Makciks in class, which consist of Sharon, Syafiqah Z, Penelope, Cherying and myself. Not forgetting the gossip girls msn group, which consist of Willson, Chan Qiang, Bryan, Roy, Muz, and Zhijie. I will never forget the journey throughout the whole of 15 weeks with all of them. I will definitely cherish the moment when we did treasure hunting, running from class to class, wrestling matches, breakfast and lunch together, shopping session, played FIFA, watch movie/videos in class, gossips and many many many more. They have been the best bunch of people that we could joke and laugh about anything and everything! I will definitely miss all of you awesome and most vulgar people! haha! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Depression

I don't know why everything have to be like this. I've been crying for almost every night. February have not been good to me. I've not been happy lately. Every single thing seems to be wrong. Whenever it comes to me, there's sure to be something that will goes wrong. Why do I feel like I'm the one who brings all the bad luck to the house and family? One after another argument. I've been a bad child, daughter, sister and friend. I feel like a trash bag.

I felt so depressed ever since then and I tend to over think too much, which makes me feel like a mad depressed soul.

Ya Allah, I plead and beg you to stop all these negativity that have been arousing around me. I need the strength to carry on with my life. I can barely handle this. :'(

A SPECIAL POST FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND

Look at how time flies. I never regret every moment being with you. I cherished them all. You made my day with your nonsensical act and jokes. It's a blessing knowing you from primary school till now. Even though we are in different school now, I believe we are still standing strong as very good friends. Happy 10 years of friendship, Arnia Noorhaldaha Ramong Wilasti <3 May god bless you always, my dear friend.

A special post for a special friend

Though we rarely meet up in school, we talked lesser to each other, we have our own friends and classmates, we are busy with our own stuff, that doesn't mean you're less important to me. You're still as important as you used to be to me. Happy 10Th years of friendship, Ferina Arriyani <3