I don't know why everything have to be like this. I've been crying for almost every night. February have not been good to me. I've not been happy lately. Every single thing seems to be wrong. Whenever it comes to me, there's sure to be something that will goes wrong. Why do I feel like I'm the one who brings all the bad luck to the house and family? One after another argument. I've been a bad child, daughter, sister and friend. I feel like a trash bag.
I felt so depressed ever since then and I tend to over think too much, which makes me feel like a mad depressed soul.
Ya Allah, I plead and beg you to stop all these negativity that have been arousing around me. I need the strength to carry on with my life. I can barely handle this. :'(
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